Catching up, in bullet points
May. 3rd, 2026 04:06 pmJust an update
May. 3rd, 2026 10:32 amJust wanted to provide an update.
All the aches and pains are making themselves felt. I'm still feeling miserable. Some of the pains are a little better, and some of them are a little worse. I'm finding it hard to concentrate on doing anything to distract me, like writing fan fiction. I've been watching TV.
Doing everything one handed is really difficult. I'm still dictating my posts. I can't deal with life right now. I'm stressed out and if my disability pay doesn't get through really fast I'm going to be in big trouble next month when the rent is due. I live month to month. But I can't worry about any of that now because I'm in pain and I can't deal with it. I gave myself the weekend to do as little thing as possible. Come Monday I’m going to have to deal with doctors, and red tape, and god knows what else. I’m worried I also did damage to my retina when I fell (there is a black line floater thing, but it’s only on the eye I fell on. I’m hoping it will get better but I have no idea. Health insurance doesn’t cover vision, either), but there’s nothing I can do on the weekend about any of this.
I’m wondering if this is IT. The time my life falls apart beyond repair and it’s all downhill from here.
Weekly summary: Apr. 26 - May 2, 2026
May. 3rd, 2026 10:15 am( Read more... )
Not much to report
May. 3rd, 2026 11:45 am-- Little Norway Park, a well-used and well-loved recreational and green space at the west end of Queen's Quay, is under threat from the unspeakable Doug Ford, who thinks (if one can use that word in this context) that the Island and lakefront neighbourhoods are essentially vacant lots to be expropriated for the expansion of the airport. Every time we turn around in this town, we see another example of Ford's perfidy. The words "unacceptable and untenable" seem too mild to describe what's happening. The city is supposedly exploring its legal options, but things don't look good.
-- My pal K. has offered to introduce me to "pasture eggs," which are evidently dramatically different in taste and nutrients from free-range, free-run, and organic eggs. So I'll be subwaying over to her place tomorrow to collect some samples, along with a special super-duper kefir. Will report back.
( Rereading Spock's World: Cut for possible spoilers at this late date )
Writing Check-In Number Something.
May. 3rd, 2026 01:41 pm( Cut to spare the flist. )
Owl
May. 2nd, 2026 10:38 pmIn class last week we were talking about wave-particle duality and the double-slit experiment with electrons, when someone noticed what looked like the silhouette of a great horned owl just outside the classroom window. It was very close to us, on a bright, sunny afternoon–obviously not the context in which you’d expect to see an owl. Several students were saying confidently that it must be fake… and then it turned its head and looked in. I managed to get a photo–not a great one, but a lot better than I expected it to turn out:
( Owl observing my class )
Shortly after I took the picture, the owl spread its wings and flew off. Clearly, it was a probabilistic wave owl until we observed it in one window rather than the other and collapsed its wave function.
Places Meme
May. 2nd, 2026 08:58 pmPlaces
I'm filling this up at:
my living room
Last place I went to:
The bank (and it just happened to be cookie day)
Favorite place in your house:
My couch
Last place I cried at:
My couch
Last place I laughed at:
Also my couch
Where did you go on your last vacation?
Northern California
What was your favorite thing about that place?
The roadside Bigfoot attraction we went to while killing time before the live show we were going to started.
What was your least favorite thing about that place?
The lack of places to eat at in walking distance from our motel.
What's your favorite place in your city?
The library
What do you like about that place? Well, it's a library, a nice one. They have books, DVDs, puzzles, games, a decent library of things, a wide variety of events, a computer lab, an affordable copy machine, wonderful staff, comfy chairs... I'm sure I'm forgetting something.
Icon Meme
May. 2nd, 2026 08:52 pmReply to this post saying 'icon', and I will tell you my favorite icon of yours. Then post this to your own journal using your own favorite icon if you're one of those inhuman things that are actually capable of choosing between
Back to 1892
May. 2nd, 2026 11:50 pmSo I went to the Gallipolis Steampunk event at the train museum put on by the Bossard Library. If it wasn't for people like me dressing up there wouldn't be much steampunky about it. It's about a dozen vendors on the street and half of which I just saw at Final Boss Con last week. That said I found someone with steampunk themed badge holders (cheap) and I got one...one I could have easily made but eh it was 10 bucks. I also found a gift for someone for Christmas. And I got a cool D20 pendant that dangles a sizeable plague doctor from it. It might be my new favorite thing.
I ran into L there, doing a puppet show. She saw me first. I actually hadn't noticed her because if I'm honest, I hate puppets and was actively not looking at her booth. They freak me out. Also I'm over worrying about doing voices for my stories. I can at least do this good and L is out there doing shows all the time. I need to channel that confidence.
It wasn't much and I was done in an hour and only because I'm slow. I went to Remo's for a hot dog and changed in the library and then it was off to Free comic book day in Huntington. I had debated Remo's or Hillbilly Hot Dogs, buy gas in Gallipolis (50 cents cheaper than Jackson) or in Huntington.
Remo over Hillbilly good choice (there wasn't a place to park when I drove by and they were literally on the side of the street for a quarter mile). Got gas in Gallipolis, bad call, was another 50 cents cheaper in WV (a dollar less than here)
Free comic book day turns out to be the same day as a Renn fest in Huntington. Next year maybe I'll do that. Inner Geek must be so big they let you take as many free comics as you want. I took most.
Afterward I went back to 1992...which is what this mall always feels like. I skipped Macy's because they got rid of their plus sizes but then the TJ Maxx/Homegoods ALSO ditched their selection. I can't stress this enough. We are on average bigger now than ever and this is two stores in the last six months decided to ditch ALL plus clothing.
So I decide to go into the mall itself which I haven't done in years. I know there were three plus sized shops there. Torrid was there with a bra I loved but again the sizes were pretty small on the band sizes (but I shall check online) and they had a belt that I would love for my cosplay but it was way more than it needed to be.
They had a branch of Superhero Creamery (the comic book store/ice cream shop from Ashland KY) and I got a graphic novel (they only allowed you one free comic book)
There is a Dave and Busters in there. And I found the theater which I needed to because I've never seen it (have I never been behind the mall in 20 years?!?) and I have tickets for it for the finale of The Amazing Digital Circus
Even the Books a Million had a crowd. And publishers are trying hard to get us to buy books with those gorgeous sprayed edges and end pages. Love it.
Hit chili's. It was packed at 430. They had a popping bobba watermelon margarita (talk about mashing up cultures) but it was good.
Here have some science Saturday all from one source because I'm exhausted (so tired that if I didn't have a test to make for monday I swear I would have gone to a hotel in Huntington and gone to sleep at 5 pm. I walked around BAM for nearly an hour trying to work up
Heartbeats physically stop cardiac cancer from growing — and that could be key to thwarting other cancers, too
'Eventually, it becomes you': Inventors of new 'living' knee replacement describe why this tech is desperately needed and how it works Wonders if it'll be ready by the time I need mine
Early data links Wegovy to risk of 'eye stroke' — here's what to know
Poop-encrusted chamber pots from the Roman Empire reveal oldest known human cases of Crypto parasite
Why do cats and dogs shake their heads?
Mount Etna is like no other volcano on Earth, representing 'a new type of volcanism,' new research reveals
'We can no longer ignore diseases in the deep human past': Malaria influenced early humans' migrations across Africa, study suggests
'It cuts both ways': Positive tipping points can restore wrecked ecosystems — we just need to trigger them, Earth system scientist Tim Lenton says
(no subject)
May. 2nd, 2026 08:08 pmSome dude in a branded work truck pulled off to the side of the road, went onto the property, put Fred in a box and drove off. Security cameras caught it happening, apparently. My mom showed me the post about it on the neighborhood watch Facebook group a few hours after it happened where they were looking for information on the truck. I think they said it would be no questions asked if he's returned but basically if they have to track the truck driver down, they're pressing charges.
Fingers crossed he's returned home safely. I can only think of a couple reasons why someone would steal a well-fed chicken...
Update: Fred is home safe! They didn't post any details and all identifying images of the culprit have been removed, so I'm guessing it was settled amicably. They made sure to say that he's unharmed. Neither my mom nor my siser saw him when going past the salon and my sister said she didn't see the carrier they leave out for him, so he may have been relocated. It'd be a shame if we can't see him anymore due to safety concerns but of course the most important thing is he's okay.
Where has the time gone
May. 2nd, 2026 09:13 pmI wrote a thing. Strange Mercies - Desert Hearts - Cay Rivvers/Vivian Bell. It's angsty
Mixed bag in the PWHL playoffs today. Montreal lost to Minnesota (boo.) But beloved Ottawa turned the tide and tied things up in their series against Boston (yay!) Now I have to wait until Tuesday for the next game.
The Blues minor league team is doing very well in their playoff series, but they still have a horrible human being employed by the team so although I'm happy for most of the players and the coach, I still feel like I can't outright root for them because of this awful person. I'm hoping that scouts from other teams will see him play and decide they need to have him so we can scuttle him off during the off-season. (He's not officially under contract with the Blues like many of the other players, but at the same time, I would rather he just not be there at all.)
Lots of things to look forward to this week- I have a friend visiting from Chicago tomorrow, draft lottery on Tuesday (which you will hear all about), choir on Thursday, and probably shopping with my nephew for tools one day this week.
That's all I've got for now. See you all tomorrow!
Greek Myths Fest Bingo Card
May. 2nd, 2026 08:10 pm| downfall | family | fate | comedy | sea |
| silver | nature | animals | mentee | consent |
| curse | birth | mortals | counsel | resurrection |
| reward | wisdom | building | infidelity | lineage |
| ritual | chase | fire | loss | armor |
Write Every Day: Day 2
May. 2nd, 2026 05:31 pmMy check-in: Still haven't sent the email off to my auction winner because I got too caught up in seeing if one of the stories I proposed has legs. (So far: about 700 words worth of legs!)
Day 2:
Day 1:
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state of the Riella
May. 2nd, 2026 06:01 pmI'm still working my way through Hades, but I've gotten the first ending and am in the fun "fulfilling prophecies and befriending random gods" stage, so it feels a little bit less intense. (And I got all the side character quests sorted out, which was extremely satisfying. We can fix these tragedies, after all!) I don't expect to write fic for it, but I've definitely been reading some.
Writing...has not been going great, for a lot of reasons, but it seems to be improving. It's MerMay, so I'm tempted to poke at Currents (the mershark!Daryan AU) a little bit and see if maybe that'll get my brain up and running again, especially now that the weather's getting nice. (Why is it easier to write fun mermaid stuff when it's warm outside? Who knows, but it sure works for me.)
USB keyboard plugged in...
May. 2nd, 2026 05:02 pmNo news on the desktop computer yet but at least I can fucking communicate! Which comes in handy now that works for
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May. 2nd, 2026 11:48 amI bought myself a new bed frame. Now I need to use a stepladder to sleep (which is quite nice, though).
rambly stuff about changing my room about
I also bought new shelves, replacing the standard Wal-Mart pressboard things which, to be fair, lasted the twenty years they've been up. But were saaaaagggging something terrible and not very well-organized, and just generally looked terrible.
Now I have nice metal frame shelves that feel a lot more open? I also moved my dresser, so now I can put clothes away! That's a bit nice.
I also ruthlessly culled books and dvds into storage boxes that are now in the basement. Things I do want to keep, but don't need in my room. This included: the original Farscape sets I have (I bought the series on mega-sale one year, so I had two shelves' worth or barely a hand-sized box. Seriously, why didn't I do that earlier?).
Changing the artwork on my walls: I pulled down most of the posters in their terrible falling-apart poster thingies. Most of them are being pulled out and broken down/folded and stored in a couple of three-ring binders. I've been replacing them with my own artwork, or things I've bought over the years that I never had 'anywhere to put'.
There are still a couple of those to go, but I didn't have the energy when swapping the shelves out to also pull out the ladder and climb it to do so.
I have a plan for my desk! I need to pull it out, strip some of the paint and then cover it with wallpaper sticky pages. It should look odd and far too colorful when done, but I'll be pleased.
I'm also pulling everything off of it and organizing where it goes.
Which also includes all of my painting gear - that's spread too far and wide and everywhere, ugh.
I bought more under the bed boxes with good sliders, so now I have better storage for some things that were just shoved anywhere they could go.
I still need to tackle my closet, though. There's some things in there I wore once, fifteen years ago (related, though: I tossed my Furlough costume, the Klingon detritus I hadn't worn in twenty years, and the Delirium costume I wore once). Plus a lot of things that "I might wear this year!" but I'm wearing jeans at work anyway (fuck their clothing requirements, they can deal with jeans or I'll just stay home).
In other news, I finally finished reading Agatha Christie's The Hollow - John Christow always deserves everything he gets, and I will hear no other reading. Also, Gerda is my fave. And the adaptation they did was superb (speaking of, though, I could watch twenty seasons and a movie of Lucy rambling on and saving people with guns and helping hide murderers and burning tea kettles).
I tried watching the Inspector Morse episode The Dead of Jericho, which has a younger Gemma Jones. Unfortunately, it was so incredibly dull I stopped. Morse seems to be on Youtube, though, for anyone who wants to give a go.
Big Finish's Torchwood monthly series is at an end, with 100 episodes. I took advantage of the last sale they had, and now have all of it. I will miss this series, though there are episodes I will definitely re-listen to.
Big Finish in collaboration with a bunch of others are doing a massive Fugitive Doctor thing with Jo Martin (I want her on my tv, too, but I'll take what I can get!) https://www.bigfinish.com/news/v/the-countdown-to-doctor-who-circuit-breaker-starts-now
In RL news, my brother is part of the group leading the charge against the data center where he lives. He's now been quoted in several places. I'm so proud of him (and dad would have been so pleased). That bit where they VOTED OUT the council members who voted for it was brilliant.

