Oh gods, me too. *offers hugs if you want them* Sometimes I kinda just go "it's been over a decade for both of these things, nearly two decades for the first one, and yet it still feels like yesterday, and why in the world do I miss this stuff so much?". Like, just a few months ago I decided to stop listening to a song because it brought me back to a time of pretty horrible, destructive drama and at one point my brain went "I miss that drama too, I want it back!", and I just decided it wasn't healthy to keep listening to it.